i’m ready for this
time to make a change, a difference
i love my life
i want the best for myself
today it wasn’t too cold
i forgot deodorant but i learned to laugh about it
my mom made me smile and let me cry
bella got a new bone and looked so pretty in pink
he has left me and my heart cries
and so do i
but the pictures show happy times and i will have more
i will continue to strive for greatness
i know how to spell without using spell-check
i am a great cook, i don’t snore, i keep secrets
diamonds will still sparkle even though he’s gone
sunny days will still come even though he’s gone
love will still come
i will be happy

there was never a good moment when i came to this
an exception to all the rules and i realized this could be it
picture perfect and razor sharp, finally did something
but no matter changes made we all go on the same
glad mexico is not too far away from just one year ago
feelings are painful and you look at me with an insatiable smile
take the flight across country and hope things are better
i dream of beauty for myself and can’t wait for it to find me
does that woman know she is out there being thought of
not all the time but of course there are times and she is the one
i could be the one… if only i were quieter and prettier and better…
… and her